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as long as trust dominates there will be respect to follow..however to trust is to be true, first to self then to others.
be it as it is, a long trip awaits, we will not back out now, especially after all the effort put thru. i feel like it's rushed and there's not enough time to prepare. drop back to reality..
i was asked a few qns these past few days that got me thinking, i was told a few things, that got me tired and sick of it all. and spent time with some pple, which made me happy. family and friends, this is life, you're living it..
wee..just came back from a long day. i think i should spend more time at home..i keep going out. not good, plus i'll be shipped over to sikkim in less than a week now, so i shuold spend more time at home.
kay here to say that i'm alive and kicking..
had training today, seven pple. haha well, it was a good run. tho i was dying on the way to the botanical gardens and on the way back. bah. all of us had dirty shirts cos for some smart reason we all happily did crunches on the botanical gardens floor. haha..but oh well we changed, and then we met mr low in sch! and he came for lunch w us, all the way to ikea, we all rode in his van. and he treated! nice guy :) ate meatballs, and dessert and salad..great foood. sir rocks.
forever captured in a light so dim,
hey beautiful song from smallville ep 8 season 3.
alright, life's back to normal. i'm missing camplife. haha. believe it or not, it was pure fun. minus that night i felt sick but then again, at least i had great friends to comfort me. and i loved spending time with all of ya'll, talking with ya'll, going crazy, having fun, pushing the limits...now i'm thinking about sikkim, and i think we'll all end up having a great time. it's really a pity that some of us can't go tho. nvm..
just got back from lunch at nydc after my longlonglong six day camp! it was great, (the camp, and the lunch). i think i've really learnt a lot about like..everyone in odac, and got to know some odac pple better. ya, it was good. mr low deserves like a thousand praises for planning such a fun-filled successful camp.
yesterday was another fun day :) went for the 12k run at mac ritchie w odac but ended up taking a shorter route cos i didnt think i could make it the full run. gotta try n improve my stamina, running up the hills was howww incredibly painful on my lungs. couldnt breathe. bah.
the wind blows and you wonder if this is all there is to see, and everynow and then yu spot something new, and wonder why you never saw it before, why you never bothered. and when you give up, you wonder why, cos upon reflection it all seems so easy, so possible. but you take a deep breath and you move on, for there's no point dwelling in pain, and living in yesterday. the tomorrow's out there, why let it wait for eternity. why let it become part of your past without living it, for they wont wait for you, time's always moving, be it spinning or whirling, does it really make a difference. now's the time, reflect, live strong, for aint nobody got the power to help you, if you wont help yourself.
yay. after me not wanting to come to school today, it turned out to be a good day.
today was the dry run, wasnt that bad la, but i know that i've got a lot of room for improvement. ya, i need to "speak" TO the audience. something like that. well, i've got one week to sorta work on it.
sats. it wasnt good la. sheesh, i thought the english was much harder than any practice paper i've done. sigh, but then again, i should have prepared more. plus i'm not happy that they took away my question paper, i mean, it's worth damn alot of money!..i paid 80 bucks! sigh i hope i don't have to retake it, but something tells me that i prob will. in jan i guess. nuts. we'll find out in 3 weeks apparently.
had training today..haha dont talk about it..it was strange, everyone fell sick. the ankles, the knees, the stomach, the cramps, the head, the legs, everyone died during sprinting. man. haha. dunno wad happend..a bit scary.. i think it was a little toooooo early in the morn to do such a thing. oh well (: but the HIGHLIGHT of the training was when we were checking the msrs, and we decided to start cooooking! haha it all started w jayce and sau and them wanting tea..then mel came along and we decided to cook pasta, then soup, then pasta in creamy soup, and sauce!..wo-a GREAT FOOD. can't wait to cook in sikkim! woohooo.. gonna be fun. mel shi hui jayce, n cheech! we make good cooks, pity our saus wont be there! bah....
then i went to chinapoint w jayce n sau, after dessert-ing w mel and jayce n sau. haha. quite fun..nice loooking at ad21 and laughing at saus n jayce and wad they said. saus had to go after that, i walked around orchard w jayce, looking for angelica's present. yay jayce, yu led me to the right place in the end. haha. :)
then went to meet batch 10 for dinner, welllll....4/7th of batch 10. quite fun, good fooood, a good load of friendly quarelling, joking, and laughter. met angelica's bf, nice guy. haha quite funny too.
and now i'm home..ohhh i discovered this fila sale at orchard! goooood stuff, will go take a look w odac pple before the sikkim briefing and mebbe after that with my parents (ie, the money. haha.)
yeahhhh. so now i'm home. dogtired. not really. haha okay i'm tired. and still kinda sick. oh welllz. tmr's another long day, gonna be filled w jabs too! ack. alrightey then, i love you pple!
had a sleepover at shoba's hse together with jen :) last night. haha tho i fell asleep halfway thru the movie thingy. whoops. and well, we slacked so much today. haha..wad a sleepover. quite fun! ate loads of food, shoba's mom fattened me up..ahaha. yay..it was fun :) hahaha.
been busy with all these odac stuff. now that there's training, and since its quite likely we're gonna go (yay), gotta start getting prepared and stuff. just realised that dec3rd is next wed! omg..man there's so much to do, and i'm not very clear about everything. gotta do an equipment check on stuff toooo.
alright, i'm feeling kinda flu-ee now, ack. hope its nothing serious. thguoht it was allergies at first, but now i think ihave a fever. crap. alright then i'm gonna keep this short, just wanted to tell teh world that i was stillll alive. (haha thanks for the reminder cheech)
kamya come back sooon!..tho i'll be gone by then. in sikkim. hopefully all warm and stuff and not freezing. bah.g'night all, i really feel kinda sick. gaah.
then i went to orchard after training and met lydia there who'd just finished training too.. hung around for a while..hey batch 10, we're gonna have another outing k. a proper preplanned outing next week!..gah. haha. setttt..
tmr i'm going army market in the evening i think, look at backpacks. quite fun. i like the hols so far! alright everyone, enjoy yourselves! :)
yu shine inwardly, a genius deep down,
the world looks on, only a glimpse they offer
for they know not wad is hidden beneath,
to be revealed to the one who dares to peer.
hurt by nine inch nails
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
and you, don't get yourself down about it okay? it'll all be sorted out i'm sure it will, just give yourself some time to think about it. pains me to see you in such a fix, but i'm sure you'll work through it like you've done before.. i'll always be here to listen... take kare man. i treasure our friendship.
so i'm back home, and i've just realised it's only another 2 weeks before i'm going to sikkim. that leaves so little time. went to parkway yesterday w kamya and dropped by lubna's hse to get the nicholas sparks book, and kamya's gone to US today, so sad.. oh well..not gonna see much of her this hols. cos of sikkim and after that she's going to india too...well, there's always the end of dec! looking forward to that! and if sikkim's cancelled kamya says i can come to india w her! haha quite fun also, but i dunno how possible that is. but i really really hope that sikkim isnt cancelled. please let us get tickets..
and my class, c'mon we're supposed to have that outing! how fun. heard something about tse yang's hse? exciting..let's go!.. and hey stoners we gotta stone sometime too, and cheech nizam n odac pple, we're supposed to go iceskating right? is that still on?..haha.. hey i love you odac. and i love 3g too! and i love us 'n's. today i almost picked up the phone to call yu, nurie. haha..
and about the s papers, i only got physics, think i'm gonna try and appeal for chem/math. havent decided which one. and sats, 1400, think i'm gonna retake it, not sure yet. if i do, it'll be in jan...oh wellll.
i'm all black now, from rafting and kayakg and doing stuff under the sun..great fun. nice hanging around with great friends.. and i'm sorry i was so very difficult to wake up every morning. honest, sorry.
alright family n friends, gonna keep this short. cos i'm..too tired to think at the moment. just wanna thank all my odac friends for making this camp a great one. love ya'll (: and rest well.
to the rest! let's get going! funfunfun, there aint much hols left!! slack slack slack! yeeeeaa..
"what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger."
then we went for lunch, after waiting for sir to end his call w his special friend cos i needed to talk to him. bathed and slacked at cheech's hse, and then we went to ad21, to check out the prices and the discounts.. got an idea of how ex things are, and i now know wad i'm looking for. after that some pple left, and it was just cheech nizam mel n i left. we took a bus to orchard.. (had to RUN for the BUS, one whole bus stop cos nizam n cheech didnt leave mel n i with any choice. almost missed it cos we didnt know where the next bus stop was, it was camouflaged. but then we saw the bus actually stop there, and we had to run for it again. haha..quite fun la..haha ) saw some stuff at john little's which i may buy. not bad prices, there was this fleece long sleeve. :) i like. and i like trying on beanies. tho half the time i look like a robber or kiam pa. according to mel. then i had to go, watched identity w kamya n her mom. it's very nice, the plot is great, and the suspense intense. i had to watch one third of the movie from between the cracks of my fingers, and behind my big-big-big-scary-movie-jeans. then i went to kamya's hse to sleepover. wad a slack night. haha.
friday's kayaking was good fun too, and roller blading! i think i'm gonna try and master roller blading cos, it's quite fun. haha, yes, even falling down was fun albeit a little painful for my teeth that one time.. cheech, yu fell like ten thousand times in incredible positions. haha. pro kid. mel's quite pro also. jayce n i picked up the basics. jamin cycled, very useful to grab onto him for balance. heh. funfun (: big splash is quite a nice place to rent kayaks cos yu can roller blade too. haha.
oh well, i'm happy. after pw i'll be even happier, and then off i go to camp and then to sikkim! yay. odac and fun filled holidays :)
may the rain always fall, cleansing us of the worries and pain, while the sun shine brightly, warming our hearts with love and happiness.
remember, aint nobody can mess w my hair, for it can't get messier, and the comb's always gonna be there.
only had math tutorial, which i tried to stay awake in, but it only lasted twenty plus minutes cos we started so late!..then we went for bio lec, which i slept thruout, next to alex, tho i did wake up for a while. haha. alex, cuttie..yu werent sleeping la, yu were just like stoning thruout the lecture. or looking out for someone? haha.
anyway yeah..then later had a break, and we played captain's ball w mr chia! so fun, but had a bit of casualties..tsk tsk, so sad. but it was fun right? yeah! mr chia yu rock. aha.. then after that, i slacked around, checked lydia's chinese, got amused by the a01b pple playing taboo, and then walked around w the rg odac girls, and i even got INSULTED by jireh! yu moron. haha.
anyway, then i had odac training, running 15 rounds total, was incredibly mind taxing. thanks cheech dawyl jayce jamin basically everyone all the girls n EVERYone yeah. haha without ya'll i would have stopped running. yay, then after taht was a bit of slacking, bathed (okay, half bathed), and off we were to park mall. there was a slight rain, and yeah good weather generally. briefing was interesting. then after that we went for dinner, w the odac pple, okay just a bunch of us. quite nice. haha oh and after that we were walking around, window shopping for sikkim stuff. after a while pple went off, cheech mel ruiming (who disappeared halfway with tiffanie n shi hui) nizam n dawyl n i stayed a bit. then dawyl left, and ruiming disappeared, and then we went to carreeefouurr and bought donuts and green tea! yay! supper. haha. good stuff, tho we looked like total advertisements walking around w donuts in our hands.
haha great day! the hols are starting! yay!
oh and btw, cheech n i came up with this odac greeting thing. will teach it to all who want to learn. haha. it goes something like, -hand slap- -hand slap- and -finger wiggle-. hahhaa..a bit hard to describe. saus i will teach u tmr! haha. alrightts, gonna go sleep now. g'night all! thanks odac pple n classmates for a great day. :) love ya'll!
anyway, i think i'm gonna be coming to sch late tmr, gotta go to the polyclinic..i have this ear infection thing i believe. gonna check it out, cos it's swelling. gross. wonder wads really wrong. operation?..perhaps. i see no other way they can heal this. just cut it out, i say. and give me all the painkillers you got, cos i hate it when i'm forced to feel pain. scoof. scoof. scooooof.
btw. apparently this is me: (c:3 the hair, plus the nose. hmnn.. agreed? i need a haircut again. bah.
btw, i absolutely LOVE the new survivor! now my ryan has a chance to get back into the game! i hope ryan n michelle go back into the game. and i want jon out. he's SO irritating. if he wins i'll cry.
OH BTW,
it's time for that story in the comp lab. AHEM. it all began during physics prac, we went to the comp lab cos all the labs are out of bounds. ya. so jen n i were sharing a computer and we were like trying to get the programme started and stuff. but obviously, being the anti techno freak i am, i had no idea how to do it, n neither did she, so mr lim came over like twice to help us get it running. PLUS, we were trying to blog on my blog like during the entire lesson, and i was REALLY pissed off when blogger didnt publish the entry. it was a damn good entry. anyway, so we were playing with the pendulum thingys on this cool program. and whenever mr lim came by, it always happend when jen was typing. haha. (that's a sign btw)..so i was being so useful, and jen wasnt, and we couldnt figure out the whole assignment. which turned out to be quite easy actually.
then mr lim came over once, and i was really feeling quite pleased w myself, cos i figured out the force thingy and that it like produced a line thingy on the graph, then mr lim goes, "eh that parts for the last part right?" then we're like, oh. and i go something like oh yaaaaa, and nod my head real wisely, like as though i always knew, leaving jen looking a bit blur (as usual (; )
here comes the embarrasingly funny incidents:
1. jen was looking down at the worksheet real intensely, and suddenly derek (yu rock.. ahha.) like bends down real close from the table in front of us and goes "bOO!" and jen screams. hahahahha. sorry, i thought that was really funny. all 3 of us did. hahaha
2. we kept trying to use the pendulum thingy correctly and every now and then the stupid mouse stopped working. so i was getting really frustrated, and i was like shaking it really vigorously..finally i passed it over to jen (who has this remarkable ability to resuscitate all my "dead" inanimate stuff, eg my calculator) and she was like trying to revive it, and SHE DID! (i'd already begun my grieving for the mouse.) and this whole thing happend like God knows how many times. and finally jen like decided that she had a "talent" for mouse-resuscitation. she was like telling me how to do it "you have to play with it.." plus she had this really gentle method of playing w the ball of the mouse (i didnt mean for that to come out gross) and rotating it. and when i tried to do it it never worked, so jen was like, ONLY i can do it! and she'll snatch it back. here comes the hilarious part, derek comes over and tells us, "actually i disconnected the mouse"
hahahhahahahhahahaha. it was HILARIOUS I TELL YU. jen, i bet deep down yu really DO have that power. (u still have the calculator as your resume)
okay i gotta scram, gotta do pw, and go for a movie! yay (: rockss